EspionageEntourage

[File Transfer:  4.65%] I believe I have found the reason for my silent muse:  a lack of purpose.  Without decent feedback, it's hard to tell whether people actually read my works or if they just glance at them for a second before leaving. Before, I tried partaking in clubs in order to widen my audience, from which a majority of my watchers took notice of me.  Now I find that this isn't enough.  I have been a part of my most active clubs for too long.  Hardly anyone new is taking notice, and I have a feeling that even some of my current watchers are growing bored. Taking part in new clubs seems to be the only way that I can garner newfound

[File Transfer: 3.72%] Why do I feel so depressed of late?  I can barely enjoy even brand new video game experiences (RE:Coded and even Bioshock couldn't bring a lasting pleasure when disconnected from the game controller), and a smile remains on my face more fleetingly than a firework in the sky (damn that slut song getting stuck in my head...).  Not even my stories are bringing me the happiness I was once familiar with. It's not finals (despite being this week), since I don't worry about those even during my most difficult quarters.  It's not so much the lack of activity, as I knew that was what I was getting into when I changed accounts.

[File Transfer:  3.72%] Things might get a little hectic here, and not all of my words might make sense while I deal with these emotions.  Just bear with me until this time passes and I get my head back on straight. EDIT:  Is it weird that whenever I sign in I see a character from the last anime I watched, even really, really uncommon animes?